Recently what main character i was now ?

just feel like cnt control everything ~

always have a emo mood ~

scare all the happens will be happen ~

holiday is coming ~

what can i do or plan it in this holiday

nothing ~ 

as a normal ~

every day early wake up for the band practice ~

after that wan go to tuition (more than 1 place )

than doing my homework , project ~

its not like the holiday ~

still feel like so many pressure around me 

spm is very nearly ~ 

feel so scare >< 

this time exam also too bad ~

hope has a senior can help me do the revision ~>< 

its is a dream ?lolxzzzzz

haizzz ~ what can i do >< 

very confused  now ~